brain buzz. 09/07/22

today was a fairly uneventful day. i didn't get enough work done. i had to take frequent breaks to try to stop my brain from feeling like it was melting out of my ears. i felt lonely and guilty for feeling lonely because i know its of my own creation. i felt guilty for not being productive enough.

i like to have a livestream on in the background while i work. today there was no adequate livestream, so i felt weird and lost.

i wish i knew how to stop running away from things. its a weird paradox... i run from everything yet ive been stuck like this for so long. years of being stuck.

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