i guess im a boo writer 09/20/22

i guess. i can't tell if i like it or not yet. honestly, it's a bit fun. over the past few years i realized how much i enjoyed indulging into a character, becoming them. this is the same, but the stakes are higher. it is not a fictional character, there are real implications for the other person if i fail to accurately represent them.

it's made me realize where my own blindspots are. things i dont know enough to talk about. i have to learn them fairly quickly. there are some things i should probably already know that i dont. there are some things that are easier to know that dont seem like they should be easily understand. well, it's just on a conversational level. as much as i bullshit my way through my own conversations, i can do it for others.

it is a bit brain numbing though. and does make me question the reality of interactions on the internet. well, as if i hadn't already been questioning them. the whole ooOooOooOoo you don't know whos on the other side of the screen. like no!!! seriously!!! take it serious!!! you actually have no idea. i say this, but i dont take it serious. hypocrite is me!!! i have no clue who is on the other end of anything. but at least im aware that i have no clue. wow... am i trying to use awareness as means of superiority right now?? anyways. there are 24 year old burn outs who have eaten just a granola bar today on the other end of internet where you wouldnt expect them. so i assume that means there are a plethora of others random types of people all over behind everywhere and everything that you wouldnt expect. very simulation vibes. funny that we all just look away and pretend this is normal. there isn't really anything else you can do though. who u.

this is a parody and i am not actually a boo writer. is that how you stop yourself from getting in trouble for things. i should probably delete this.

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